Time, peace and months later

Here it is more than a year since my last post....a lot has happened.  Mostly peace and time.  I never thought I'd be here this long, but the River tends to grow on you.  Or...maybe it's the 30 days off at one time that I really like.  I've grown comfortable with my job and with my crew.  We've become more like family.  I've quit depending on my family and friends for those things I should be finding within myself.  I've grown.  I've learned that I am the only one responsible for my happiness.  Writing is cathartic for me.  It clears my head and puts my thoughts into compartments so I can let go of those that are painful and hold on to those that sustain me.  The peace that I have in my life now is comforting.  For those of you who are searching, my only piece of wisdom is the old saying....."That which does not kill you, makes you stronger".  And peace comes with strength.  Have a great day!