It's almost the end of February and the days are getting longer and warmer.  This is my 13th day and, as always, the "days of doubt" are upon me.  I doubt whether this is what I really want to be doing.  I doubt where I want to live....But as these "middle days" pass and I'm over the hump....I once again will tell myself what a good job I have.  It is truly amazing how fast time passes.  With each passing season of new life, growth, readying for a long sleep, and then the hibernation of winter, comes new understanding and comfort with life as it is.  Every passing season brings with it the knowledge that I have survived and am proud of who I am.